Desert of my Loneliness

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Timeless fields of golden sands ..
Heated by the Sun, but cold in essence ..

Who was born in the darkness
will die in the light ..
Who was grown in the desert
would fear of the water?..

What was made of my soul?..
Was it a golden coin that had fallen
into the magic water that made me alive?..

And now this desert of loneliness takes away
last drops of this life from me ..

Soon I'll be heartless and cruel
like golden statue that has no soul ..

or will I still be able to love?...

and if the sea rushes onto the sands
will it make me alive again
or will I die in a moment? ...

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Still desert theme doesn't leave me .. it seems all my life is just endless desert and I can't live this way anymore and can't escape from it ..

I am pathless and there is no one who can show me the way out ..

But maybe the world outside can only bring me danger and living isolated I just don't have anyone who can hurt me?..

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